As Evan and Lord Blue discuss soul oppression and escapism outside the old gym, the fading daylight mirrors the heavy truths weighing on their minds. The last bell rings, but Evan doesn’t move.
He sits on the back steps of the old gym, backpack slumped at his feet. The late‑afternoon sky bleeds from blue into bruised purple over the cracked parking lot. Somewhere behind the building, the marching band loops the same six bars until it sounds less like music and more like a warning.
Across from him, Lord Blue leans against the rusted railing.
No one else calls him that. On the attendance sheet, he is just Lucas Blue. But the nickname sticks because he wears thrift‑store dress shirts and talks like he has been alive for several centuries and sat through all of them.
A cold wind slides between them, flipping loose flyers and gum wrappers across the concrete.
Lord Blue looks out over the rows of cars and says quietly, like he is remembering a life Evan can’t see, “When I arrive in my final body, I enter a world ruled by people terrified of anyone who even suspects they have soul powers.”
Evan blinks.
He knows Lord Blue doesn’t literally mean some final body, but the phrase still feels like Blue drops a whole other universe on the concrete between them.
“Why does that matter to them?” Evan asks. His voice comes out sharper than he planned, a mix of curiosity and disbelief.
Lord Blue studies the lot as if it’s a chessboard.
“The rulers want complete control,” he says. “Anyone with soul knowledge has the potential to develop mystic powers—to push back, to resist their oppression. As long as people forget they even have a soul, the rulers feel safe. No rebellion. No competition.”
Evan snorts.
“That’s ridiculous,” he says. “It’s like forgetting you have a third arm and just… never using it. How do people not know they have souls? That’s like a homeless guy forgetting he owns a mansion.”
The joke stings in his own ears.
Because part of him knows what it feels like to live as if some inner mansion doesn’t exist.
Lord Blue doesn’t flinch.
“Those who climb to the financial top want to keep their perch,” he says. “Even when there’s room for everyone, the king of the hill keeps shoving climbers down. The mountain gets taller; fewer challengers make it up. The elite twist the economy to increase their wealth while inflation eats the wages and savings of ordinary workers.”
The streetlights flick on, smearing the asphalt in dirty orange.
“Some people can’t face a cruel reality,” Lord Blue continues. “So they build a more appealing fantasy world. There was a time when financial stability came from thrift, wise choices, negotiation and hard work. Average workers could claw their way into the middle class.
“Now, a lot of them rely on fantasy speculation—lotteries, miracle payouts, magical government handouts—as their only path to ‘making it.’ That escape from reality blinds them to their soul’s real potential—to master cosmic wisdom, virtuous energy, and mystical powers.”
A minivan pulls away from the curb, brake lights glowing like tired eyes.
“Many people give up hope,” Lord Blue says. “They stop dreaming about buying a home, getting married and raising a healthy family. They convince themselves nothing matters, so why try if they think they’ll never win?”
Evan picks at a loose thread on his hoodie.
“This sounds like the afterlife lottery,” he mutters. “People assume they’re going to win some eternal heavenly world eventually. Their beliefs are like a magic vaccine—they think it makes them immune to consequences.
“And then there are the others with zero hope, zero vision of an afterlife. They expect to lose everything when they dissolve back into… whatever. The great all‑ness.”
The word feels both dramatic and stupid on his tongue.
Lord Blue only nods, as the parking lot has just stretched into something much bigger than Evan can see.
While walking across the dark soccer field, Lord Blue explains his mystical friend, guardian angels, and Shadow to a skeptical Evan. By the time they cut across the soccer field, the sky is ink‑dark. The stadium lights buzz overhead like an angry hive. They slip behind the bleachers, past the graffiti‑stained wall no teacher ever seems to notice.
Evan shoves his hands into his pockets.
“So,” he says, “you keep talking about ‘final body’ and ‘soul powers.’ Were you always like this?” He smirks. “You know—mystic podcast in human form?”
Lord Blue’s mouth twitches.
“I am born as a pure, innocent youth,” he says, the present tense sounding natural on him. “I am aware of both my physical body and my soul in the mystic world. My inner senses let me see and feel beyond the physical. I know I am a soul student.
“I have to focus on understanding cosmic wisdom, radiating virtuous energy, and mastering my mystical powers. My multi‑life journey is a threefold quest for balanced self‑enlightenment.”
Evan stops walking.
The words hang in the cold air like breath.
“Were you alone?” he asks, voice softer now, threaded with something like envy.
Lord Blue shakes his head.
“I communicate with angels and nature spirits around me,” he says. “Having gold or oil under your land is useless if you never drill for it. It’s the same with angelic helpers and graduated master teachers—they’re there, waiting for you to reach out.
“I ask these advanced divine beings to help me graduate from soul school.”
Evan snorts, even as something in him leans closer.
“Cool,” he says. “Text me their number.”
Lord Blue almost laughs.
“I also have a higher mystical friend,” he says. “He is like a warehouse of divine knowledge, energy, and skills. My soul loves spending time with him—taking lessons, studying cosmic laws.
“I get to keep the books I study and benefit from the knowledge they contain. He teaches mystical skills—intuition, prophecy. I can fill up on virtuous divine light from a roaring violet waterfall.
“I don’t see why I would ever need another companion.”
Evan makes a face.
“Yeah, and don’t forget to send me his TikTok,” he says. “Or whatever dimension he streams from.”
Lord Blue doesn’t take the bait.
“I do have another companion,” he adds quietly. “His name is Shadow. He keeps following me.”
They reach the far corner of the field where the light doesn’t fully reach. Their shadows stretch long and thin across the grass.
“Shadow?” Evan asks. “Like…your emo side?”
Lord Blue’s eyes go distant.
“He shows me his room,” he says. “It’s full of play costumes.
“He encourages me to indulge in fantasy playtime instead of studying in the mystic library.”
In Evan’s mind, the scene comes alive: a room crammed with costumes—glittering capes, masks, crowns, superhero suits, twisted uniforms, animal onesies—lit by neon signs that shout BE WHATEVER and NOTHING MATTERS.
Shadow’s voice echoes in Evan’s imagination, smooth and teasing:
“Try this one on. It will make you happy. Take this one to keep you occupied. Look at this—my latest plaything. See how it sparkles.
“You can live in a world of illusion if you hide your soul. How about this cape for a king? It comes with a crown.”
Evan feels a strange pull in his chest.
Shadow’s room feels uncomfortably familiar.
“Eventually,” Lord Blue says, “I let myself get captivated and attached to some of Shadow’s capes. I carry them like imaginary shells I can put on whenever I want.
“I wrap myself in a security blanket to mask my soul and temporarily become someone else. At first, it’s just a fun game—transforming into someone different, free to do whatever I want.”
The wind rattles the bleachers behind them.
In Evan’s mind, Shadow steps closer: a human outline made of smoke and neon, eyes glittering like phone screens at midnight.
“You must transplant your translucent consciousness,” Shadow purrs, “using my transient costumes. Slide your awareness into a new shape.
“This outfit lets you identify with whatever gender you feel like. This one lets you become a cat, a dog or a fluffy bunny. You won’t know what you’re missing until you drown yourself in unreality.
“To transcend reality, you need to transfigure your translucent soul—slip through transparent transitions into a newly transformed human being.”
Evan blows out a breath.
“What even happens,” he asks, “after all that…transitioning?”
Nearing the deserted basketball courts, the conversation deepens as Lord Blue reveals how Shadow tempts Lord Blue with fake identities and magic pills to disconnect him from his authentic soul. They drift toward the deserted basketball courts. One hoop leans crooked, its net half‑gone, swaying in the wind.
Evan jumps up to slap the backboard, misses, and lets his arm drop.
Lord Blue’s voice darkens.
“Shadow keeps pestering me,” he says. “He always tries to stop me from going into my higher friend’s warehouse of knowledge, energy, and skills.”
In Evan’s mind, Shadow glides across the asphalt, arms full of gleaming masks.
“Here is one I know you can’t resist,” Shadow says. “This magic mask makes you invisible so that no one can hurt your feelings.
“It’s awful to be vulnerable to mean words. Put this on, and you are instantly shielded from every harmful, politically incorrect expression.”
Evan thinks of burner accounts, anonymous comments, disappearing messages. Of hiding and striking from the same safe distance.
“One by one,” Lord Blue says, “Shadow parades past with his newest, more incredible creations.
“I sense something is wrong with his fantasy playthings. I don’t trust him. But I am fascinated. I like many of them. Still, I refuse to try them on, because I prefer my friend’s warehouse of knowledge, energy, and skills.”
Trash rustles in the chain‑link fence.
Shadow’s tone changes—gentle, coaxing.
“Hey, you haven’t worn any of your favorite cause‑tomb capes lately,” he says. “How about becoming the Save‑the‑Planet superhero for a while?
“You can imagine flying around the world, shutting down all the selfish coal plants. Or maybe your DEI expert costume—the Earth desperately needs more equity, diversity, and inclusion.
Humans are helpless. You must sacrifice yourself and be their Savior.
“Come on. Put it on. Stop practicing your soul lessons and indulge in some illusion.
“Aren’t you bored with your soul lessons? You can always go back to them when you’re older. Exercise your free will. Do whatever you can imagine.”
A hot, embarrassed recognition flickers through Evan.
The idea of playing hero in a digital world—posting, reposting, raging—without changing anything real feels far too familiar.
“Shadow also has an arsenal of drugs and remedies for any slight discomfort or pain,” Lord Blue says.
In Evan’s head, Shadow holds out his palm. Pills glow there like tiny neon planets.
“You can feel whatever you want,” Shadow whispers. “Why suffer through depression when you can take a pill? Why face the cruelty of reality when you can escape it?”
Evan imagines warm numbness sliding through his veins, blurring the sharp edges.
“Fortunately,” Lord Blue says, “I notice other souls getting trapped in their favorite masks and capes.
“They become addicted to their fake worlds—built out of drugs, alcohol, endless entertainment.
“The masking cloaks cut off the flow of the Holy Spirit. They forget their real soul and their personal friend with the warehouse of knowledge, energy, and skills.”
Evan shakes his head.
“Forget your soul?” he asks. “I still don’t see how that’s even possible.”
“They put on fictional costumes to overshadow their soul,” Lord Blue explains. “They choose to identify with their fantasy mask instead of their authentic self.
“Every time they start to remember who they are, Shadow reminds them that masking up is ‘safe.’”
Shadow laughs softly.
“There is nothing you are supposed to do,” he says. “Just have fun in your make‑believe world.
“You can invent whatever you want to believe—and it becomes your Truth.”
Evan swallows.
Something about that idea—that you can build your own ‘truth’ so well that real truth can’t get in—terrifies him more than blood, monsters, or jump scares.
“Fortunately,” Lord Blue says, “the mystical books I’m drawn to read warn me not to get attached to these shadow suits.”
Evan shoves his hands deeper into his pockets.
“Wow,” he says. “How do you keep resisting all that? I mean, it sounds… nonstop.”
“I stay connected to the endless treasures in the divine warehouse of knowledge, energy, and skills,” Lord Blue says. “I love being filled with mystic energy.
“I notice that when I wear a costume, it cuts me off from receiving more spiritual energy and drains my reserves. If I keep an outfit on too long, my light dwindles to a mere flicker.”
Evan pictures a flame in his chest, shrinking thinner every time he picks the easy mask instead of the real thing.
“That’s… scary,” he says quietly. “What happens if the flame goes out?”
Standing high above the empty stadium, Evan visualizes the corrupted energy waterfall, and Lord Blue explains the mystic flame that connects the divine soul to the physical human body. They climb to the top row of the empty bleachers.
The stadium below lies silent. Their breath shows in pale clouds.
For a moment, the place feels less like a school field and more like a canyon between two worlds.
Lord Blue closes his eyes.
“Shadow shows me his version of the waterfall of divine light,” he says. “But it isn’t divine light anymore. The energy is swirling with contamination and corruption.
“It’s dark. Thick. It stinks.”
Evan imagines a waterfall of black‑purple sludge pouring from nothing, the air around it buzzing with angry static—the liquid coils like oily snakes, knotting and unknotting.
Shadow stands at the edge of the foul cascade.
“Oh, don’t worry about the stench,” he yells over the roar. “You’ll stop noticing it.
“Here, have a taste. My energy stream is charged with empowering feelings—anger, rage, vengeance.
“You can keep wearing a fantasy outfit and still have access to all the power you think you want.
“True, other people’s misuse contaminates it. But it stays extremely strong. Drink this.
“Feel the rush of hatred spilling toward all those idiots who want to poison the Earth’s air and water.”
The dark liquid glows red as he pours.
“Freely use this energy to play dark wizard,” Shadow adds. “Cast spells, curses. Just try it once. Take this little pill.
“The best way to beat depression is to pick someone to hate and act on it. Humans fueled by anger aren’t afraid of anything.
“Their hatred empowers them to do something… foolish.
“Your version of Truth lets you indulge your made‑up delusions and delay caring about consequences.
“Actual Truth doesn’t matter when your false beliefs magnetize a cloud over reality.
“You can be anything—for now.
“Acting foolish is so satisfying. At least in the moment. The long‑term price? You’ll find out when it hits.”
Evan’s stomach flipping is almost physical.
“That sounds like people with hangovers,” he says. “They feel the consequences but don’t remember what they did to earn the pain. Eventually, the pain fades, and they repeat it.
“They don’t learn because they keep defaulting to their ‘here and now’ fantasy world. They keep believing that getting drunk is the answer to every problem. They get wasted and slide into an alternate reality where their problems … dissolve.”
Lord Blue nods slowly.
“Shadow uses twisted logic,” he says.
Behind that dark waterfall, for a heartbeat, Evan glimpses something else: another cascade, this one pure violet light spilling down in silent sheets, spraying sparks that look like tiny stars. The air around it feels warm and steady, like a hug you can trust.
Shadow shifts, stepping between Evan and that vision.
“Wow, you have an amazing reservoir of energy,” Shadow says. “Why are you hoarding all that potential pleasure?
“Life is for indulging in sensations to cover the pain of reality.
“Use all the light your spiritual sponsors give you to have one last, perfect, sensational experience before you dissolve back into nothingness.
“You may never get another chance.
“Take a long vacation from your soul studies. Get lost in a fantasy world.
“Nothing matters. You’ll die and transition into the everything of nothing anyway.”
A chill runs all the way through Evan.
“The dark side of me,” Lord Blue says quietly, “promotes everything wrong and evil.”
Shadow’s smile sharpens.
“Planning your suicide,” he whispers, “will give you something to live for.”
The words slam into Evan like a punch.
He looks at Lord Blue, searching for some signal that this is just poetry. But Lord Blue’s face is pale, serious.
The air between them feels suddenly heavy, like the moment before lightning.
Evan thinks about kids at school who joke about dying because it’s easier than saying, I hurt.
“Humans are the most advanced of the Earth animals,” Lord Blue says. “They may or may not have an attached divine soul.
“Having a soul means a mystical divine flame burns in the heart. This flaming portal allows the soul to connect with and act within the physical world.
“The soul isn’t made of matter. The mystic flame is what lets light‑bearers move through the physical world in their bodies.”
He touches his chest lightly.
“The soul and the human ego compete for control of the body,” he continues. “Light‑bearers have a strong enough flame to overpower ego and animal instincts.
“Others have almost no control because their flame is tiny. Their portal is weak. They can’t connect well with the spiritual world.
“Those ‘soulless’ humans tend to deny anything beyond their physical experience.”
Evan chews his lip.
“Where is the hope,” he asks, “for people lost in fantasy, powered by anger and hatred?
“How do they ever escape? They’re stuck inside their own consequences.
“If someone can’t see their soul at all, they can’t see beyond their worthless‑feeling body and ego. Their anxiety and hurt feelings run their brain, and they keep making stupid choices.
“They forget their soul’s mission. They abandon their sponsors and guardians.
“How can their soul‑vision be restored?”
As the night air grows colder in the bleachers, Lord Blue describes creating a mystic shield of light to block the Fallen from invading his mind and stealing his spiritual energy. The temperature seems to drop another degree.
A train horn calls from somewhere far beyond the school, thin and lonely.
Lord Blue pulls his knees up, wrapping his arms around them.
“Good question,” he says. “One very few people ask.
“The problem is that cosmic laws are trying to teach lessons human egos don’t want to learn.”
He stares at the dark outline of the building.
“Someone trapped in a labyrinth only thinks about getting out,” he says. “Not how they got in.
“The masses care more about doing whatever they want and dodging consequences.
“They prefer fantasy costumes that overshadow their true selves.
“Cosmic laws try to strip away their security blankets. Humans cling to their illusions and false beliefs.”
Evan pictures a maze built from hallways of screens and comment sections, every corner looking exactly like the last.
“Did the leaders ever find out?” he asks suddenly. “About your soul awareness? That you’re working to increase wisdom, energy, power?”
Lord Blue’s jaw tightens.
“Yes,” he says. “It’s obvious to them.
“And it makes them furious.
“They launch an all‑out war, intent on my extinction.”
Evan laughs once, without much humor.
“That’s not fair,” he says. “You don’t even attack them. There are tons of them and one of you. What do you do?”
“Like a kid bullied on the playground,” Lord Blue says, “I focus on how to protect myself.
“Without shielding, I’m vulnerable to attack and manipulation. With shielding, my soul can filter out temptations, criticism and psychic attacks.
“Pretending my soul is invulnerable doesn’t protect me from real, malicious forces.
“I can’t run or hide—they hold high positions of power.
“They can’t tempt me to forget who I am. They can’t trick me into rolling in their pits of misused energy.
“So they weaken me by limiting my freedoms.”
Evan imagines blue‑white light forming around Lord Blue like armor, sparks showering whenever invisible blows hit.
“Did you carry around a magic shield, or what?” he asks.
“I learned to create an armor of light by consciously radiating virtuous energy,” Lord Blue says. “It protects me from dark forces that want to control and steal my energy.
“Positive feelings form a wall. Violent or depressive feelings punch holes in it—opening doors for negative outside forces.
“Indulging dark, powerful emotions feels amazing—for a moment. But it empties your mystic fuel tank.”
Evan grimaces.
“Psychologists keep saying all emotions are natural and should be expressed,” he says. “Or they’ll build up and explode. So how do you make dark feelings go away?”
Lord Blue tips his head.
“That’s an eight‑word question with a thousand‑word answer,” he says. “The short version: stay connected to your warehouse of mystic potential.
“Build a reservoir of virtuous light. That gives you pure energy.
“People without a source of mystical spirit get drawn toward chaotic energy, loaded with negative emotions. Using hot, holy spirit energy brings positive, virtuous feelings. Using dark, misqualified energy automatically brings negative ones.”
He holds out a hand as if weighing two invisible currents.
“Drugs, alcohol, addictions,” he says, “tear holes in your auric shield.
“It’s like taking a shotgun to the walls of your house. Outside air rushes in—bringing dirt, noise and cold.
“Your soul can’t build up a reservoir of pure energy because it keeps leaking out—or getting contaminated.”
Evan rubs his temples.
“Constantly focusing on a mystic firewall won’t work for me,” he says. “I’m easily distracted—friends, chats, social feeds.
“Is there an easier way to keep the bad guys away? I can’t see them, but I’m willing to accept they exist. I can’t outrun them, but I don’t want to live terrified of shadows.”
“You can call in a bodyguard service,” Lord Blue says. “Friendly, advanced beings are willing to create and maintain a protective field of light around you—without draining your focus or energy.
“You have to ask your sponsoring teachers to provide a steady firewall. They want to help, but they must wait for your free‑will request.
“And you have to ask again every time you break the shield with addictions or negative actions. Your bodyguards step back when your thoughts and feelings get disharmonious.
“Breaking cosmic law shatters the forcefield and opens the door—inviting the bad guys in.”
Evan huffs a weak laugh.
“Yeah, I’m going to need those bodyguards’ contact info,” he says.
Lord Blue’s eyes glint.
“Understand this,” he says. “The dark ones are determined to stop soul students from learning how to direct holy light.
“An embodied team of wise, powerful souls must work together to bring about a golden age. These advanced souls must use their mystical skills to cleanse corruption and fantasy illusions that keep souls trapped.
“The dark forces scheme to prevent soul students from graduating. They keep humans disconnected from their souls by feeding distractions—name‑calling, blaming ‘the other side,’ poverty, bruised feelings.”
Evan looks at the empty field.
“What you call fantasy and distractions,” he says quietly, “society calls…normal life.”
Wrapping up their conversation about defenses, Lord Blue and Evan discuss societal numbness, ignored warnings, and inner conscience as a guide through false beliefs. A car alarm chirps once in the distance, then falls silent.
Lord Blue pulls his backpack closer to his feet.
“There used to be a general default human behavior society accepted,” he says. “It was based on virtuous morality. It nudged people toward honesty, caring and helpfulness.
“Now the trend drifts toward selfish, dishonest, uncaring, even deliberately harmful behavior.”
Evan nods, jaw tight.
“I agree, and I hate it,” he says. “But…so what? Isn’t it just history repeating? Life is good and bad, beautiful and ugly.
“We can keep our heads in the clouds and only see beauty if we want. Part of me knows there are sewers under the street, but I don’t crawl down there. There are jails full of criminals I never see. I look at the trees in the forest, not the rot on the ground.
“Free will lets us rise above the darkness and focus on the good, right?”
Lord Blue looks at him, eyes clear.
“Deliberately blocking awareness of enemies attacking you is a foolish fantasy,” he says. “It puts you outside reality and away from Truth.
“When your soul acts out of alignment with cosmic law, it senses it. It sends signals.
“Intuition. Discernment. Gut feelings. They all pick up warnings when painful consequences are coming from your current intent or action.
“If you pay attention, your inner Conscience guides you through the maze of false beliefs and misunderstandings.”
He taps his chest lightly.
“A soul might believe revenge murder is encouraged by its Creator,” he says. “But its Conscience always knows the Truth and sends warnings.
“The Conscience exists at the soul level—so people who shadow‑mask their soul with fantasy can’t hear their inner advisor.
Continuing his explanation of cosmic laws, Lord Blue warns Evan about the dangers of psychedelics, karma, and failing soul school. “Those who embrace ‘extended freedom’ let their human ego replace their virtuous mystic guide.
“They stop receiving signs and signals when they break cosmic laws.
“It’s like wearing magic glasses that erase speed‑limit signs.
“Those glasses keep mystical guidance from reaching you.”
Evan stares at a spiderweb of cracks in the cement.
“I know there’s pain and suffering everywhere,” he says. “I just…don’t want to think about it.
“Or feel it.”
Lord Blue’s gaze gentles, but he doesn’t look away.
“Our souls must stay sensitive to world pain,” he says, “if we want to be sensitive to world bliss.
“If we shut ourselves off from suffering, we also block spiritual joy.
“Those who can’t harmoniously handle higher stress can’t experience deeper peace.”
Evan nods slowly.
“Lots of people would rather be numb,” he says. “They’re willing to throw away warning signals and mystic signs because it’s easier not to know and not to care.”
“The physical world has many signals and signs,” Lord Blue says. “Ignore stop signs and speed through intersections, and you get smashed.
“Miss street signs, and you get lost.
“A doorbell means someone wants to visit. A ringtone means someone wants to speak.
“Mystic alerts are for your benefit too.”
Evan imagines push notifications from his own soul, most of them buried under Do Not Disturb.
“I get it,” he says. “If you’re in a battle, noticing the warnings matters.”
Lord Blue nods.
“Some people promote psychedelic drugs as a great way to ‘upgrade’ consciousness,” he says. “They don’t care where that consciousness is expanding to.
“They believe any altered awareness is good.
“But psychedelics expand the mind into more fantasy imagination, not soul reality.
“LSD and magic mushrooms break down your logical mental shield and force the mind to accept distorted, fantasy points of view.
“They blast holes in the protective human aura.”
Evan frowns.
“They say the drugs give them a life‑changing connection with nature and the universe,” he says. “Isn’t that…good?”
“Walls and filters exist for a reason,” Lord Blue answers. “Would you want to live in a city with no property lines, no roads, no sidewalks? A house with no walls?”
Evan shrugs.
“Wouldn’t that mean more freedom?” he asks. “Everyone could live in harmony. Aren’t walls and borders what cause conflict? If everyone just trusted, let go, opened up to the universal community… wouldn’t everything be wonderful?”
“Mankind is not at that stage,” Lord Blue says. “Ignoring boundaries and walking into a ruthless enemy’s territory with flowers in your hair is a good way to end up imprisoned or dead.”
He takes a breath.
“Psychedelics open pathways into the unsafe astral plane,” he explains. “Your ability to separate fantasy from reality gets crippled. Your filters stop calibrating basic reality.
“They mask the soul and create fake ‘skills’ for seeing a fantasy version of spiritual reality.”
Evan leans back against the cold metal.
“So their creative imagination goes into overdrive,” he says. “Wouldn’t that still help? More imagination, more inventions, better life?”
“Imagination welded to astral‑plane fantasy doesn’t benefit the soul,” Lord Blue says. “Imagination is meant to be a mystic tool for seeing real spiritual reality beyond Earth.”
Evan exhales.
“I like your explanations,” he admits. “Feels like some of my false beliefs are starting to crack.”
Lord Blue nods.
“Recent studies on psychedelic microdosing brag about good results,” he says. “But the scientists don’t understand that human bodies are temporary vehicles for souls.
“They look to chemicals instead of spiritual light from graduated master teachers.
“They ignore the battle between good and evil. To them, everything is beautiful, harmonious, united.
“Users ‘trust, let go, open up’—to everything—because they think there is only good.
“Then they can’t tell the difference between an advanced divine sponsor and an astral false teacher who pulls them deeper into fantasy.”
Evan smiles sadly.
“I feel sorry for the foolish losers,” he says, “but part of me still believes they’ll eventually learn and pass their tests.”
Lord Blue’s eyes sharpen.
“That,” he says, “sounds like Shadow talk.
“Souls are created with a large reservoir of spirit energy and given freedom to experiment.
“Those who study their lessons and pass their tests learn to invest wisely—and multiply the mystic light in their account.
“Those who selfishly squander their inheritance get cut off from more energy.
“Their heart flame shrinks. Eventually, it goes out.
“Their soul becomes a cold, dark shell.
“There isn’t enough consciousness left to animate another body.”
A shiver runs down Evan’s back.
“Souls with no light left,” Lord Blue adds quietly, “disintegrate when their bodies die.
“For them, this is the final opportunity.
“There is urgency in turning away from fantasy and sensation.
“Souls are being lost. Soul school is under constant attack to keep souls from connecting with their human bodies long enough to study their lessons and pass their tests.”
Evan stares at him.
“What?” he whispers. “I thought all souls were eternal.”
“Some dissolve,” Lord Blue says. “Because they spend their lives spiraling downward into dark illusions, draining themselves of their original light.
“Others just go in circles, repeating the same mistakes, stuck in the mud of unreality.”
Evan swallows.
“What about your parents?” he asks.
Lord Blue looks away.
“My parents lost their innocence long ago,” he says. “They’re tied tight to their version of reality.
“Their main purpose is to eat, drink and be merry.
“My inner vision shows their soul has lost connection with and control over their human body.
“They focus on the animal and the ego—on what ought to be—rather than mystical reality.
“They’ve been tricked by twisted fairy tales that only partly line up with Truth.”
Evan’s chest tightens.
He sees his own parents in flashes: fighting over bills, scrolling empty feeds, zoning out to endless episodes.
“So it’s not their fault?” he asks. “Because they got deceived?”
“Humans who get more and more distracted with fantasy and sensation,” Lord Blue says, “lose their connection with their soul.
“That stops the soul from mastering mystical powers and using virtuous energy wisely.
“The stream of virtuous energy stops reaching them.
“The soul is cut off from school. The human mind and ego take over, receiving the lessons and tests.
“In a way, the shadow‑self replaces the soul.
“Shadow is interested in wisdom and power—but not virtues.”
“I get the feeling that does not end well,” Evan mutters. “What use is power if the Holy Spirit stream is cut?
“Where does this pseudo‑soul even get energy from?”
“The shadow‑self replaces virtuous energy with chaos,” Lord Blue says. “Chaos full of violence, anger, hatred.
“That energy comes with a price.
“It corrodes and corrupts the channels it flows through.
“It clogs them with thick, black tar, blocking virtuous energy from ever flowing through the same channels again.”
Evan presses a palm to his chest, imagining tar instead of light.
“This keeps getting worse,” he says. “When do we get to the part where people are saved or forgiven and get a reset?”
Lord Blue watches a moth fling itself against a stadium light.
“The dark leaders’ goal,” he says, “is to limit the chances souls have to master mystic powers and direct divine light.
“They aren’t afraid of shadow‑selves using chaos energy.
“Corrupted leaders train fools to use their superpowers to radiate and direct corrupted energy through witchcraft and black magic.”
Evan shakes his head.
“Casting spells is fairy‑tale stuff,” he says. “I don’t believe in real power in satanic witchcraft or black magic. All the sorcery in Harry Potter is just fiction.”
“Then the Fallen have misinformed you,” Lord Blue says. “Fairy tales and fables weave together truth, fantasy, and lies.
“Black magic is intentionally directing negative thoughts and feelings to harm someone.”
Evan stares at his hands.
“So it’s not black magic if I’m just sitting here, depressed and hopeless,” he says quietly. “Because honestly, that’s how I feel right now.
“Where’s the light at the end of this tunnel?
“I know you eventually beat the dark ones. Can we skip to that part?”
Lord Blue’s voice softens, but he doesn’t jump ahead.
“If you can’t handle the downside,” he says, “you limit your upside.
“Most people want to ignore the dark ones. Pretend they’re powerless or don’t exist.
“But you can’t win a battle until you identify your enemy.”
Evan scowls.
“Can’t we just be innocent bystanders?” he asks. “So the Tempters don’t see us as threats?”
“That only happens if you drop out of soul school,” Lord Blue says. “You’d have to stop studying your lessons entirely.
“Instead of spiraling upward toward mastery, you’d fail and go in circles.”
Evan lets his head thunk back against the metal.
“I’d rather get dizzy,” he mutters, “than be constantly harassed by invisible, invulnerable bullies.”
“Failed tests repeat until you pass,” Lord Blue says calmly. “Your past karma keeps hitting you until you stop acting foolish.”
Evan lets out a shaky half‑laugh.
“Great,” he says. “So my choices are: get attacked by bullies, or get punched by my own returning negativity.
“Who designed this game? I want to quit and install another one.”
Lord Blue smiles faintly.
“That’s the fighting spirit you need,” he says. “Souls that manage to keep their focus on soul school create an upward spiral of victory.”
Evan squints up at the stars barely visible past the stadium lights.
“Can’t I just be a rocket ship and go straight to Heaven?” he asks.
“The spiral path allows two steps forward and one step back,” Lord Blue replies. “False teachers tell people to ignore rules and do whatever they please. They promote harnessing chaos energy for selfish goals.
“The Fallen want students to avoid logic, practicality, signs, and cosmic laws.
“They claim free will overrules all law. They work to program false beliefs that block deeper exploration of cosmic Truth.
“They must prevent understanding and obedience to cosmic laws that protect, guide, and inspire the proper use of divine energy.”
Evan sighs.
“So what is ‘cosmic wisdom’ exactly?” he asks.
“True universal wisdom is logical and understandable,” Lord Blue says. “People’s false beliefs overshadow and block their ability to see and accept cosmic laws.
“Those who insist that truth is only personal and relative don’t grasp the unchanging nature of divine Truth.
“Those who stubbornly deny their soul‑level powers erase any reason to study and practice soul skills.
“False teachers work to hide warning signs and devastating long‑term consequences.
“People stuck in fantasy worlds don’t recognize their returning karma.
“Their misunderstanding blinds them, so they blame others instead.”
Evan thinks of a girl in his class.
“I knew someone,” he says slowly, “who constantly lied but was always shocked and furious when others lied to her.
“She had endless excuses for her own dishonesty, but she never forgave anyone else for the same things.”
“Those who can’t take responsibility for their shortcomings,” Lord Blue says, “get sentenced to more forceful lessons and repeated tests.
“Taking full credit for successes while blaming friends and enemies for every failure—that isn’t virtuous.”
The stadium is almost completely dark now.
The glow of Evan’s phone seeps faintly through his pocket.
He stares at his hands, feeling something he doesn’t have a word for—a thin, new current moving through his chest.
It isn’t guilt exactly.
It isn’t fear exactly.
It feels like the first tug of a different kind of energy, trying to get his attention.
He doesn’t know it yet, but he is already in the middle of soul school.
Already walking the spiral path.
And the real tests are just beginning.
Evan and Lord Blue sit on the bleachers outside the Emigrant, Montana gym to discuss soul oppression, escapism, and the hidden mechanics of modern distraction. Lord Blue reveals how rulers and dark forces attempt to make people forget their soul identity through economic pressure, lotteries, and endless fantasies. He shares his personal journey of balancing soul enlightenment while resisting his inner companion, Shadow, who tempts him with fake identities, costume capes, magic pills, and a corrupted energy waterfall. Ultimately, Lord Blue warns that ignoring spiritual realities, dabbling in psychedelics, or squandering spiritual energy leads to soul degradation and ultimate dissolution, urging Evan to embrace cosmic wisdom and protect his inner flame through spiritual shielding.
The Suppression of Soul Knowledge: Rulers and dark forces suppress soul awareness because individuals with mystic power and self-knowledge resist oppression and refuse to be controlled.
Shadow and the Costume Closet: Shadow tempts souls with "play costumes," fake identities, burner accounts, cause-tomp capes, and emotional escapism to mask their authentic soul and drain their vital reserves.
The Danger of Psychedelics: Psychedelics and magic mushrooms shatter mental shields, break down logical filters, and open unsafe pathways into the astral plane where souls mistake astral fantasy for true spiritual reality.
Soul Dissolution (The Final Consequence): Souls that consistently squander their mystic inheritance and spiral downward into dark illusions eventually burn out their heart flame, resulting in total soul dissolution upon physical death.
Spiritual Shielding and the Spiral Path: Souls must build a reservoir of virtuous light and request protective shielding from sponsoring teachers to navigate the difficult spiral path of Soul School.
Evan: A high school student who wrestles with the heavy truths of soul school, modern distraction, and the temptations of Shadow.
Lord Blue (Lucas Blue): A wise mentor who talks of his multi-life journey, spiritual friends, guardian angels, and his persistent shadow.
Shadow: Lord Blue's inner tempter who parades costumes, magic pills, and a corrupted energy waterfall to lure souls away from their mystic studies.